☆ things i was doing in my first ana honeymoon era that led me to lose 10kg and get underweight: 🧵a #thread for…

☆ things i was doing in my first ana honeymoon era that led me to lose 10kg and get underweight: 🧵a #thread for #edtwt ♡

𐙚 disclaimer: i was getting so restrictive to the point i omaded 300 cals and went on a fast the next day for at least two weeks straight. after this i fell into a binge cycle and gained twice as much, so i wouldn’t recommend much said here. your choice.

𝜗𝜚 omad under 400 calories every day. if i got over 400 (this happened maybe 3-4 times during these months) i felt like i genuinely ate 2k calories.

𝜗𝜚 hiding food in my clothes. once my dad found out i hid the breakfast i didn’t eat in my wardrobe he forced me to do a family lunch. i made a fuss about having to sit in the kitchen while they eat in the living room and when they weren’t looking (they were checking up on me-

-every minute) i hid greasy chicken pieces in my bra and pockets. ate absolutely nothing.

𝜗𝜚 one can of soda a week maximum. once i heard even zero sugar sodas can make u storage stomach fat i gave myself this limit and after a while i stopped drinking them completely.

𝜗𝜚 asmr mukbangs everyday before sleep. i saw video of a girl saying ‘it’s like they’re eating for me’, so i stopped watching normal asmr and moved to watching mukbangs. because of this i would dream about food and wait all day just so i can watch others eat what i couldn’t.

𝜗𝜚 same food each weekend. during the weekend i always drank an iced coffee for breakfast and ate the same yogurt with granola as omad for at least four months straight.

𝜗𝜚 school salad day. i was the only one who didn’t bring anything to eat and was sitting awkwardly the whole lesson just staring blankly at the wall. teacher got super mad and said i ‘didn’t fulfil the student’s duty’, but i just couldn’t do this.

𝜗𝜚 rotting backpack. after everyone started getting suspicious and i couldn’t throw out breakfast my mum made me to the house bin i started storing it in my backpack. it was so heavy and i was too lazy to throw it out to the city bin even once per three days.

before this i was storaging it in my desk closet which my grandma saw. to this day i don’t know if she said anything to anyone. one day she just said ‘i know’ when she saw me getting anxious when walking up to my desk. (fyi: i lived in one room with my sister & my mum back then).

𝜗𝜚 one day fast after binging. i had this cycle of binging once every other sunday and then fasting on monday no matter what. i did slip once - when i couldn’t resist one piece of cake during the fasting day, but i still didn’t eat anything after that.

𝜗𝜚 about throwing out food. after some failed attempts when my mum found bags of food hidden in my closets/wardrobes i started to actually make my eating convincing. if she gave me a boiled egg with half the shell on i would scoop out the egg and leave the shell on the plate.

𝜗𝜚 skipping showers to workout. i had basically no privacy during the time when i lived with my grandparents. i had no space to workout outside of the bathroom which usage was limited. my grandpa walked in on me once half naked doing crunches on the cold floor.

𐙚 this is all i could come up with for now. thank you for reading ♡ if you want a thread on how my family & body acted during my lw - comment !!!