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sof🪽 ┃ 2 days binge free@virgenpetisuiss · Aug 29, 2026

things at my hw (75kg) vs at my lw (45kg) vs at my cw (58kg) a (long af) motivational thread for #edrtwt 🪽

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A personal account comparing experiences at three different weights (75kg, 45kg, 58kg) covering changing room experiences, social treatment, and therapy interactions, revealing how weight extremes and recovery create conflicting feelings about body image and self-worth.

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  1. #1

    things at my hw (75kg) vs at my lw (45kg) vs at my cw (58kg) a (long af) motivational thread for #edrtwtㅤ 🪽

  2. #2

    first of, if u are not disordered plssss dont get into it, it will ruin ur life rlly

  3. #3

    1- changing rooms hw: i cried in changing rooms bc sometimes there weren’t clothing sizes for me. I wasnt THAT big but in my country clothing sizes are rlly small lw: i felt powerful, euphoric. I felt so proud of myself. Everything used to fit or was to big on me+

  4. #4

    +and it made me feel so delicate and dainty. I could see my bones poking through my skin, truly felt pretty for the first time in my life. cw: i hate the way my body looks after gaining weight back. Looking average is awful. Not fitting into the smallest size+

  5. #5

    +makes me feel as if a lost some kind of battle. Its not as bad as my heaviest, yet it doesnt feel as magical as my lowest.

  6. #6

    2- how people treat u hw: i didnt draw much attention. It always felt like there was smth off abt me. Like i wasnt “normal” like the other girls. I wasnt pretty either. lw: people started getting worried abt me. Even a professor aproached me bc he was too worried abt me.+

  7. #7

    +I stopped getting catcalled in the street. The only compliment i got was “wow, u are so skinny now”. I wasnt pretty, i was js skinny cw: people tell me im pretty, that i look rlly good, but i rlly dont believe them. Theres something abt being js “pretty” or “average” that+

  8. #8

    +throws me off. No one rlly tells me im skinny anymore, and that hurts. Tho this weight is how im best perceibed and treated

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    3- therapy hw: i got a lot of questions abt if i thought abt being disordered, if i wanted to be thin. It was like if being fat meant i should want to be thin and start having disordered behaviour. lw: my therapist was worried abt me bc she thought i was too focused on my weight

  10. #10

    cw: theyre worried abt me bc they think im too focused on my weight and is taking a toll in my life. But since my binging started and i gained lots of weigh, wl started seeming like a positive thing for my nutritionist.

  11. #11

    end of thread!!!! i can make a pt 2 if yall want